Someone really important in my life found out today that he has a brain tumor. It's benign and that's such a relief, but I can't shake this feeling of terror, this thought of losing someone else. And then, I can't shake the guilt that's a product of that feeling; it's so selfish of me. But I'm not the only person that would be missing out, if anything happened to him. He's going to do great things. He's the smartest person I know, as well as one of the kindest. I hate to imagine a world without him.