Tuesday, September 14, 2010
It's been a year... One year without her. I want to cry, but I could never cry enough. I want to laugh, laugh like she used to laugh. How she used to make me laugh. I don't think I've laughed like that in a year. It's hard to imagine myself as that person. It's becoming harder and harder to remember her. Nothing scares me more than that.
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:( /hug/
ReplyDelete(I'm not sure I can say anything to do your feelings justice at the moment.)
So you know that whole "pain gets easier over time" thing... maybe not so much.
Years are long, and you don't even notice it until you begin to realise just how each day is measured out, mostly with the absence of something.
But I know you will always remember her. It might be harder with time, but I don't think you'll be able to forget her at any point in your life. People like her stay with you forever.
PS. I have chocolate waiting for you at some point. And more hugs. I always give out free hugs. Mostly because people would disown me if I charged them for it.