It was really difficult to get out of bed today. Dreams >> reality, right now.

My problem is that liking someone distracted me from the feelings that have been bogging me down for months now. I know this. As nice as the distraction was, I need a substitution; I can't like a person that has no interest in me. I hope that going back to classes in a few weeks will serve me well- well enough to keep going. Until then... I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. Time is dragging so, so slowly. Some days are better than others. Some days are great, even.

Today isn't feeling like one of those days.