If you don't have any feelings for me at all... why do you make every effort to talk to me? Why did you make every effort to include me that week? Certainly that's what friends do, but you didn't do that for the others. You didn't do that for your own cousin. Why do you share your favorite things with me (music, books, articles, etc.)?

It could be wishful thinking, sure, but I just can't shake the feeling that there's something more.

Even while you're holding her hand.